Teeth chattering....

As I sit here in my room, freezing though I'm under the covers tucked in...I wonder how I'm feeling. It's been an interesting few days...full of old friends and new alike; changes wonderous and fair, and quiet. Peace and quiet... a wise man told me I needed to find the quiet within myself. He was right. I thought I would need him to help me...and when it came down to it, I just thought of him and the last conversation we had and it was like a light was turned on in my head. I can see and feel and control my own peace. I'm in charge of my own Jedi mind tricks.
Jesus (aka Ryan) made me see what Grey is. When friendship is exactly what you put forth. And when to realize that it's ok to ask for a little happiness now and then. It was a fantastic night. I'm ready for what tomorrow will bring.