Where does my heart go now...

What happens when your brain and your heart end up in the same place? After so long of living a way that may not of been your ideal, do you know what it feels like to make that change? Like all the air is being sucked out of your body. Like your stomach just got speared by a professional wrestler. Like at any moment your body will crumble under the weight of the stress you've been enduring. But also... like you can see clearly for the first time in a very long time. You come into seeing things in a much purer and natural way. You remember what you were like. You.....you, wonderful you...that you missed so much.